Pages

Thursday, October 29, 2009



And I'll be waiting, until death comes.

Disability


I am so sorry if I disappoint you or you or you or you,
I just need a time to act like my age, to break the rules, to curse, to get a tattoo.
I can hardly afford this ability to be a perfect kid.
So please please please don't call me, you don't need to talk to me, please please please.

Saturday, October 17, 2009


It feels good to see you happy.
I don't fucking care what people say about this vibe between us.
Time.
Why don't we kill it?

Thursday, October 01, 2009

The End?


Last night, I was discussing about the end with a friend of mine. Doomsday, is probably a religious term and has something to do with religion.
What is religion? A faith or belief which can be seen as a "tool" to repair our consciousness, that was probably the aim. At least I do believe that was the aim.
I myself not a religious person, if I could change the nation rule, I would like to change the religion section in ID card and leave it blank.

Back to the main topic, what is doomsday? Some people say it is the end of everything, pirates say it is the edge of the earth but is it really the end?
Our civilization was a very good one, take a look at your favorite history, either religious or cultural history.

But today, can you see a saint? A real saint like your Holy books mentioned. I can't.
There are a lot of people that simply can't understand clearly about their religion but they don't want to ask and pretending that they really understand. I really hate it when a so-called religious person blame other religions, what for? Is his/her religion is the best one? If he thinks yes, where did he know? Did god phone him and discuss about it? No. When I studied about religion years ago, I asked my teacher bout where the heck is god and where he came from. My teacher snapped at me and told me that I did a very sinful thing and god doesn't like it. I was only nine y/o that time.

Current civilization is a heck and for me, Doomsday is the end of this bad civilization and is the beginning of a fresh new one, a way better one.
It is a "filter" to pick which one is best enough to continue this world to the golden age so that the world will finally achieve the main goal, the term "Beautiful world"

The end is just the beginning and this is my personal opinion, no offense.