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Saturday, October 17, 2009


It feels good to see you happy.
I don't fucking care what people say about this vibe between us.
Time.
Why don't we kill it?

Thursday, October 01, 2009

The End?


Last night, I was discussing about the end with a friend of mine. Doomsday, is probably a religious term and has something to do with religion.
What is religion? A faith or belief which can be seen as a "tool" to repair our consciousness, that was probably the aim. At least I do believe that was the aim.
I myself not a religious person, if I could change the nation rule, I would like to change the religion section in ID card and leave it blank.

Back to the main topic, what is doomsday? Some people say it is the end of everything, pirates say it is the edge of the earth but is it really the end?
Our civilization was a very good one, take a look at your favorite history, either religious or cultural history.

But today, can you see a saint? A real saint like your Holy books mentioned. I can't.
There are a lot of people that simply can't understand clearly about their religion but they don't want to ask and pretending that they really understand. I really hate it when a so-called religious person blame other religions, what for? Is his/her religion is the best one? If he thinks yes, where did he know? Did god phone him and discuss about it? No. When I studied about religion years ago, I asked my teacher bout where the heck is god and where he came from. My teacher snapped at me and told me that I did a very sinful thing and god doesn't like it. I was only nine y/o that time.

Current civilization is a heck and for me, Doomsday is the end of this bad civilization and is the beginning of a fresh new one, a way better one.
It is a "filter" to pick which one is best enough to continue this world to the golden age so that the world will finally achieve the main goal, the term "Beautiful world"

The end is just the beginning and this is my personal opinion, no offense.

Tuesday, September 15, 2009




1967 Impala, Plymouth Road Runner and Pontiac GTO 1967.
I want them all.

I need Impala 1967 more than any other though.

Sunday, September 13, 2009

Who says I hate my life? I don't.
I don't regret every each way I have picked.
Questions? I still have a lot of those in my head.

Life is great so far and perhaps, you think your life is better than mine.
No.
I still can realized my dreams and turn them into reality.
If I want.

This post sucks, I know and I don't fucking care.
I just want to pour what the heck is happening in my heart
My feelings, my guts.

I don't want to take things in negative ways, let me be a positive person.
Who can achieve all the goals.
Especially, my lifeline goal, the ultimate.

Who lives in lie? Is it you? Stop faking it.
If it is me, I just lie about my age.

I hate fakes, I even embarrassed of that fake Anya Hinmarch wallet my friend gave to me.
Especially fake people, why faking? Don't hide the truth from me.

Because I need it.
Because in the end, everyone needs it.
Because the day will finally come, at least to make me understand.

I didn't write this post.
The other person inside me did.

Friday, September 11, 2009


Final Artwork; Thank you Narda, Dysa, Georgina, Renatasya, Beby, Satshi, Om Devi and his friend and Asita.